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[napstar]

[ It would make a difference to him, he thinks. He hasn't been having nightmares about what happened. He hasn't been beating himself up over what ifs. He doesn't need the reassurance of another person by his side when he sleeps. Whether or not it makes a difference to her, he can't truly say.

Being friends with a murderer though? He can handle that. If he can be friends with the orphaner Shinjiro Aragaki and the professional assassin Goro Akechi, he can definitely be friends with the well-intentioned extremist Kaede Akamatsu. ]

I'm still your friend...

[ As for helping him.... ]

You could disguise yourself as me so I don't have to go to these events.

[ It's a joke, he doesn't expect Kaede to do anything like that, but also they're such a pain. He just wants to sleep. ]

[gotyourbach]

[All her tension leaves her body all at once when he says he's still her friend, and she sags against her knees. It's still so strange and startling that everyone just accepts her so easily, even when they learn the truth about what she did. But she doesn't want to question his acceptance, not really. She wants to be his friend still, no matter what. Even if he hated her, she'd want that.

So she can't help but laugh at his request, just from the emotional overload if nothing else.]

I don't know how well that would work... we don't sound anything alike.

[Actually, wait. Her eyes widen with realization.]

Ah, but you're really quiet already. I could just nod at people. Aaah, jeez, you shouldn't use me to get out of events!

[napstar]

[ See? He makes it easy to impersonate him. And they're almost the same height too!

He shrugs at her. ]

It was worth a shot.

[gotyourbach]

[She laughs again, covering her mouth with both of her hands. It's really not that funny, but she just can't help it right now.]

As long as it's not something that could hurt my hands, maybe I'll do it once or twice for you. But not everything, okay?

[Her laughter fades, but her smile doesn't.]

I'm... really glad we're friends, Arisato-kun. Thank you.

[napstar]

[ She's really relieved, huh? That's good. He nods. ]

Me too.

[ He looks out to the lake for a moment. ]

... I haven't had any nightmares. Or regrets.

[ He has had trouble sleeping, which she's probably noticed by now, but it's not like it's thoughts of his death that are keeping him awake. ]

[gotyourbach]

I'm... really glad.

[She'd almost forgotten about the piece of paper with his poem in her lap, the edges crinkled from her fidgeting earlier.]

I mean... you've been awake when I was awake at night, so I thought... maybe you were dwelling on it and didn't want to say anything.

[napstar]

[ He shakes his head. That's not it. ]

Sleeping is difficult now. Don't know why.

[ All the other negative effects around his ressurection are gone but this stayed behind. He never truly appreciated his ability to nap wherever and whenever. What a blessing it was. Now he struggles to get a restful night's sleep... ]

Why won't the world just let me sleep.

[gotyourbach]

Maybe it's 'cause you're not putting all your effort into the group activities.

[She's teasing him, it's obvious in her voice, but also maybe it's a little bit true?]

Maybe you just have to tire yourself out more!

[napstar]

[ uuUuUuUUUUUUGGggGGGHHHHHHggHHhhh. The downside of being friends with someone so energetic is that they have so much energy that he doesn't. ]

I'd rather not.

[ Let him be lazy!! ]

[gotyourbach]

[She giggles at him. Exercise is probably good for him? She's pretty sure, anyway. That's what her teachers said whenever she had to sit on the bench during P.E. anyway.]

Well... if it starts really becoming a problem, I can cast Sleep on you again. I should probably practice keeping that going anyway, huh? In case we need to knock somebody out for a while.

[napstar]

If you have an instrument.

[ She was really tired after singing for a few hours last time. She doesn't need to wear herself out like that again. Though he imagines playing violin for hours like that would end up hurting his wrist.

Or, they're in a cabin full of bards... ]

Maybe get someone to take shifts with.

[gotyourbach]

If there's a piano, it's definitely no problem. When I was a kid, I used to get so caught up playing piano that I'd forget to eat and sleep...

[It's not the choice of instrument, it's the magical force of will to maintain the spell. She hasn't quite connected the two yet.

She trails off as he continues, mouth falling into a surprised O.]

Yeah, that's a good idea! I'll check with the others and see who else knows that spell!

[napstar]

... May I request neither of the boys?

[ Deku and Bokugo are so damn loud. He can't imagine anything they could play for him would put him to sleep even with magic. ]

[gotyourbach]

Huh? I guess so, but I don't see why...

[She tilts her head with some confusion, then her expression clears.]

Oh! Is it because a girl's voice is a lot nicer to listen to? I think so, too!

[napstar]

[ Sure, why not. ]

Yeah. That's it.

[gotyourbach]

Goro-kun and Komaeda-kun have nice voices, but there's just something sweeter about hearing a girl sing, right? Maybe I should take voice lessons when we get back...

[The last bit is said mostly to herself. Honoka is a real school idol, after all! Kaede will have to work hard to catch up!]

Oh, but I think you have a nice voice too, Arisato-kun, don't feel bad.

[napstar]

It'd suit you.

[ He doesn't know if his own voice is nice, or melodic, or anything a singer requires their voice to be. It works fine though, and that's enough for him. ]

[gotyourbach]

I don't know about that, but it would be pretty fun! I could sing while playing piano. I wonder if that would make a spell twice as powerful...

[She likes to listen to him talk... she just wishes there was, you know. More to listen to!

She picks up the folded poem with one hand, thumb rubbing against the outside again.]

Umm... is it okay if I keep this?

[napstar]

[ That's what chamomile tea is for!

Minato doesn't think it would make the music more powerful but it can't hurt either, right?

He nods at her request. ]

Yeah. It's for you.

[ He wrote it for her. And anyone else that wanted to grill him on how he died, technically, but mostly it was for Kaede. ]

[gotyourbach]

[If they ever get to go back to the moon again, maybe!!

She nods and slips the poem into her pocket for now. When they get back to the cabin, she'll add it to the memory scrapbook Akechi gave her for her birthday. It's not a happy memory, but it is something she wants to keep with her, no matter what.

Then she turns and wraps her arms around him in a hug, closing her eyes and resting her chin on his shoulder.]

Thank you... for listening to me. And... for explaining everything to me, too.

[napstar]

[ She can hug him for as long as she wants. He doesn't fuss about it. ]

... Is there... anything you want to know about me?

[ It seems fair to share something about himself, and he thinks she would like that, but he doesn't know what would be most interesting to her. He isn't a musical prodigy like she is. He hasn't murdered a person either, though he's sure that's more circumstantial than anything. ]

[gotyourbach]

[She laughs quietly, keeping her arms wrapped around him a little longer before drawing back. She doesn't go far, though, kneeling in the grass across from him so she can get a better look at his face than she could when she was sitting beside him.]

I said it before, didn't I...? I want to know all kinds of things about you. And... if you want to know anything about me, I don't... have anything else to keep secret.

[But hmm, a question. The most important one to her, even more important than knowing about Orpheus or SEES or any of that,] Well... why did you start playing violin?

[napstar]

[ This will probably disappoint her, but... ]

School club had a bunch of violins.

[ The ones available for free weren't in great shape, but it's not like he had parents that could buy him one. ]

People expected me to take a club... It was something to do.

[gotyourbach]

I see... that makes sense! When we met, you knew how to play, but not a lot about composers.

[She doesn't look disappointed! She just nods as if she's making a mental note, filling in a piece of the puzzle called Minato.]

It's different for me... I was pretty lucky, 'cause I've been playing the piano for, well, as long as I can remember! But... even though I love it, sometimes it's like... I wonder what kind of friends I could have made if I got to do normal clubs and stuff. I was always just the Piano Freak in school.

I wonder if we could have been friends back home?

[napstar]

[ That's why she's a prodigy and he just has a skill called Prodigy. And he was friends with a lot of different kinds of people, so he could easily imagine being friends with Kaede. ]

Probably.

[ Well... ]

Especially in the past year.